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i feel really @~!#$%& today

i dunno why, but it may have to do what happened during science today. *explodes and vents in anger at the keyboard*

jake, the really cute(notice how i careful i say it; i didn't say he was HOT, i said he was REALLY CUTE because HOT describes ansel, my other crush) guy who sits next to me in science is all like, FRIENDLY like to this girl named brianna next to him. and okay, i'm not necessarily going to bitch in brianna's face because she's my friend, and you know, friends don't do that.

and she stole my name too.

how horrible of her! even tho my name is spelled differently, im still cooler. BRY OR BRI?

well, jake was saying all this junk to her and i was just sitting there eavesdropping and doodling ansel's name all over my science notebook while this kid name blake sat next to me, banging his pencil against his desk.

yeah. i know. totally weird. O_O

i noticed that he has this red scar on the back of his neck and his arms have yellow hair all over it, when we all know that he's a brunette. wtf. did he, like, dye his hair or something? i cant really imagine him a blonde... and if he did dye it that colour, i would probably throw a tomato in his face or something....

yay, well, my tut got accepted! hope you guys check it out! and so did my icons! im going to sumbit some more tuts, and my mom rummaged through my dad's junk and found  my photoshop cd for me! tomorrow after school, as soon as i finishing watching "THE GAME PLAN" with Lola, im going to rush home and download the cd into & all crapload stuff and begin doing web-design again. shit, shit....

ha, i may be fourteen, but i still love cheesy disney movies. cool, huh?

wellllll, for some ansel-type news, during my Panther Press elective class, i shared a five-minute convo with him. btw, panther press is my school's newspaper in which me & lola help with articles & stuff, so yeah.

me and lola were working on a BEHIND-THE-SCENES type thing where we give the readers behind the scenes of making of Panther Press, we thought of doing an interview with the panther press staff. so of course, ansel was one of the "lucky" people picked to be interviewed. i did the honors!

me: soooooo, do you wanna take our survey?

ansel: (VERY LONG PAUSE) um, sure.

me: okay, what's your favorite band?

ansel: (very fast) slipknot

me: what?

ansel: slipknot

me: how to spell that?

jack(ansel's friend): don't you know how to spell, slip?

me: oh, so that's what you said..... *writes down*

me: okay, um, your favorite movie?

ansel: stripes

WTF is that movie anyway. i just did an IMDB search on stripes and it came up to this war flick from 1981 which im sure wasn't him, and then there was one recently made in 2005 in England.... um, yeah. i have no idea.

me: *writes down* UCLA OR USC?

ansel: UCLA

OHHH YEAHHHHH. GO UCLA! USC ARE 4 BITCHEZZZ

me: would you considering doing panther press again next year?

ansel: (A VERY LONG PAUSE AGAIN) yes.

me: okay, thanks. lets go lola.

and then we exit the random scene. O_O what was wrong with me? i was acting, like, weird. i don't act this way. has the realm of being TRULY awkward come to me? um, im still bitchy so probably not. well, the awkward feelings gets to me everytime im around ansel, but not around jake. hmmmm.....

well, dan and i are officialy off. HA HA,we weren't even together. i came up to him and his friend tyler to tell him that we're off and he said i was ugly and a bitch and then a second later he said i was pretty and beautiful and i was like, wtf.

AND THEN, after period 7, his friend tyler told me that dan REALLY liked me, but was scared to show his true feelings so he tries to act all bitchy around me when he actually hates me..... but, yeah. i know tyler is lying. wth, can boys just ever be themselves and not lie?

no comment, but ansel is pretty hot.

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